Purim
This
week’s Torah for Today as written by Russ Resnik,
the General Secretary for the UMJC
The book of Esther, which
we read for Purim (March 24-25), reflects the topsy-turvy world of exile.
Israel
's destiny is governed by an emperor who is more klutz than king, threatened
by a villain who is equally laughable, and saved through the charms of an
assimilated young Jewess who just happens to be queen. Perhaps it is such
oddities that lead the sages to ask, where is Esther mentioned in Torah? The
answer: in the phrase, "I will surely hide My
face (haster astiyr panai)
on that day" (Dt. 31:18).
Esther's name reminds us of hester panim,
the hiding of God's face, and her story unfolds in a day when God seems
hidden. Among the many lessons of Purim, therefore, are those it gives us for
the times when God seems to be absent. As the old gospel song goes, "He
may be late, but He's always right on time."
Conversely, God may be on the way, but He hasn't showed up yet: what are we to
do in the meantime? Before we consider Esther's response to God's delay, let's
look at what not to do. For this lesson, we backtrack a few weeks in our Torah
readings to the incident of the golden calf (Exodus 32:1ff).
Now when the people saw that Moses delayed coming down from the
mountain, the people gathered together to Aaron,
and said to him, "Come, make us Elohim, gods
that shall go before us; for as for this Moses, the man who brought us up out
of the
land
of
Egypt
, we do not know what has become of him." The people are upset because
Moses is delayed. Rashi comments that Moses
promised to be back "at the end of forty days." The people started
counting immediately upon his departure, but Moses started his count on the
first full day of his absence. Hence, he returned a day late according to the
people's calculation. In the brief period of delay, they made the golden calf.
Moses' delay is different from God's delay, of course, but not so
different. Moses is the visible representative of God, the one through whom
God had always arrived on the scene. Now that "we don't know what has
become of Moses," it is as if God himself is not showing up. The
Israelites respond in fear and build a model of Elohim,
of God, to give them courage in Moses' absence.
Fear tempts us in two opposite but equally fruitless directions; we
either freeze and do nothing, or panic and do something crazy. This option is
often presented as, "Don't just stand there; do something!" As is
often the case, the Israelites' something is exactly the wrong thing, even
though they put their hearts into it. They give money, the gold earrings of
entire families. They give religious devotion in the form of burnt offerings
and peace offerings. They give their hearts and souls to the calf, as they
"sat to eat and drink and got up to sport." And in the end, Moses
grinds it all into dust and makes them drink it.
Fear narrows one's perspective. The
Israelites focus their attention on the human means, which often change,
rather than on the divine source, which never changes. They call Moses
"the man who brought us up out of the
land
of
Egypt
." This was true, of course, but throughout Torah God reminds the people
that He is the real deliverer. Shortly before the people made the golden calf,
He had given them the Ten Words, beginning with the declaration, "I am
the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house
of bondage." Since God, not
Moses, is the deliverer, Moses' absence can be borne. Significantly, the next
statements in the Ten Words are the ones that the Israelites violate:
"You shall have no other gods before Me. You
shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that
is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water
under the earth." As they forget that Adonai
is their deliverer, they fall into idolatry.
Against this background we can see more clearly what Esther did right.
She too is faced with God's delay. The king issues an irreversible decree that
all the Jews in his empire are to be destroyed. There is no divine
intervention, no divine spokesman in the person of prophet or sage, only
cousin Mordecai who tells Esther that she must do something. And Esther does
the right something, which saves her people.
First, Esther does not give in to fear. It is not hard to imagine the
queen in such a story holed up in her chambers, waiting for someone else,
especially a male someone else, to do something. Look at what happened
to Esther's predecessor, Vashti, when she took
decisive action. The king had ordered her to appear before his drunken dinner
guests "wearing the royal crown"-according to the midrash,
wearing nothing but the royal crown-to "show off her beauty" (Esther
1:11). When she took the bold step of refusing to appear, she was deposed
and-again according to the midrash-put to death.
Esther recognizes this danger but is not intimidated. She avoids the
extremes of freezing and panic. Instead, she organizes three days of prayer
and fasting to undergird the step she must take.
"And so I will go to the king, which is
against the law; and if I perish, I perish!" (4:16). Second, Esther does
what she can do. How many times do we miss our best chance to respond
effectively because we are busy wondering why God is absent? Esther leaves
that question to others. She does not fret that God isn't showing up, but
takes the action that her position and standing allow her to take. As she
does, God's presence in the story becomes evident, even though He remains
hidden. In Messiah, we discover
that when we do what we can do, even though we feel powerless, His power will
be at work in us. We relearn the words of Rav Shaul,
"I can do all things through Him who strengthens me" (Philippians
4:13). God may be delayed, hidden by circumstances and events, but His
assigned to do. Finally, Esther
maintains a broad focus. Fear narrows our focus, but Esther sees that, even
though God is hiding His face, the issue is centered on Him and His purposes
for humankind, beginning with
Israel
. Esther acts on behalf of all
Israel
and we have similar opportunity. In some ways, within the Messianic Jewish
community, God has still to show up. We are still seeking to connect deeply
with the larger Jewish world in the name of Messiah, to reach Jewish people,
and our own younger generation, in significant numbers, to see lives turned
around and transformed through the spirit of Messiah in our midst. But this is
not a time for discouragement, which is after all
just a low-grade and chronic form of fear. Instead, it is time to follow
Esther's lead and mount a prayer effort for the salvation of all
Israel
. The days of Purim that are coming remind us of this imperative.
This year we will be able to respond not only during Purim, but also
through the UMJC 49-day prayer campaign that begins on April 24, and continues
through Shavuot, June 12. Throughout these days, we'll be praying together for
spiritual renewal within the Messianic Jewish community, and particularly
within the UMJC. Esther is not
concerned just with a remnant, but with the whole house of
Israel
. And we know from the rest of Scripture that it is not just all
Israel
, but all humanity that is at stake. Let's follow Esther's lead in renouncing
fear and seeking God's face during these critical times, even when it may seem
hidden from our view.
Hag Sameach!
Russ Resnik